March 7th, 2009 (01:37 pm)
current mood: awake
current song: Illnath - Cast Into The Fields Of Evil Pleasure
Wow that was another smart move from Senate of Hamburg. Putting the break two weaks after school started again. Okay so another to weeks to spend at home, downtown, somewhere else than school. Not that I mind. It's just I have a shitload to read during the break, and I really thought I could get started on reading some books for fun. Stupid me.
Yesterday Christiane celebrated her birthday. For once I was the one who could say: "Ohh it doesn't matter when I have to be home exactly. Anyhow it's just 10 minutes by foot." It was okay. And I behaved like an idiot.
I got there pretty early, and by 10:45 pm I was bored out of my mind(although I knew everyone), so I decided to leave along with Laura, Sara, Theresa and Pascal to some other party of Sara's. I don't why, I should have stayed, but then I didn't feel like listening any more to Janines stories about loose tooths and her diet. So I tagged along, went to this stupid party, which totally sucked, because not only did I not know anybody for the first time I felt old. Most of the kids there were like 15. Anyhow after a little while Theresa and I decided to walk back to Christiane's. How very nice of us, to go back aftter we've already left. But still, Christiane seemed to be okay with it, after a little disorientation of seeing us again. We stayed until 2 am and then went home. By then Christiane almost pleaded me to not leave her alone with the others, who were really coupley and sort of drunk.
I so do suck at social stuff. I felt really guilty about leaving and then returning and I dunno I was in a weird mood yesterday I guess.
I slept till 11:40 am this morning and right now I'm debating whether or not I should go downtown to buy that missing piece for my Computer. I'd really like having a Computer again. But then I would need to get dressed and out of here. And it's no fun all by myself. I need to convince somebody to tag along. But who? Found someone. :D Convinced Deike. :D
And lastly: I'm going to Paris!!! This summer. With Tjorven, Sara and Viktoria. A whole week, and it's a lot cheaper than Rome. Not that Paris was on top of my list of things to see, but I figured I'd never gonna get to Paris this cheap again(Probably around 300 € + Food).